So Happy

I'm not able to pinpoint exactly what triggered it, but something happened in NYC that knocked down (at least partially) the wall I've had built up. I'm actually happy. I have confidence. I'm not nearly as quiet or reserved.

And while, yes, I did happen to meet a boy while I was there, I don't attribute it to him. Whatever it was occurred before I met him, since I had the confidence to approach him (which is a total first for me). Right now I'm on a high, and I plan on riding this for as long as I am able.

Oh, and the true test was yesterday when my parents came up for the AIDS Walk. Normally, they have me so stressed out that I can't even have fun. It was just the opposite...although, I can still only manage them in small doses.

Happy Monday everyone!